Showing posts with label Fear and Swans Itch. Show all posts
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12.31.2012

_Fear & Swans Itch_ [ 24 ] by John Lowther


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                                                          Tools of the master 
                                                          I work on swan time
                                                          Labor of low back portal into 
                                                          Making rounds of
                                                          Hand. The acid bath, tannic like
all the little birds are scared               Scratch that 

                                                          Burn it. Pretense of concept
squirts delicate frosting of lotion around majorities of         oh really 

                                                          Try a whistle to get 
                                                          Attention, scratch that 
                                                          Nose flute, like what 
                                                          The flesh brothers blow. 
                                                          Someone says they
                                                          Are afraid of swans. Good.  
                                                          Stranded, cow'd & 
                                                          Cowering in fear, filled 
    with dread. Just beyond light's reach, alluring, swanly button, 
                                                          To push to push 
                                                          To push to push! 
 itch is mean                                      Unconfessable and ridiculous 
   yes but        do not                          Laugh at those who push buttons. 
the little bubba hides the GPS somewhere and the big Bubba thinks you have it. 
                                                          This 
hardwired                                          Into the servo 
something wants to laugh                  Glitches instead. Scratch 
through the streaming.                       Fetished question frag
each a                                                Polyphony. Of one.
                                                          But riding into the fitful
mannered, all, of this 

                                                          Though it goops the lines together adequately
as they round space.                          Itch glances up
itch been glancing up now awhile.    Fat
chance of rain                                    But baby swan drags fogs 
in the lattertaste do                             Itch but don't scratch me. Been down so long 
   it looks like swans to me 
who serves the servo.

Through roof into bedroom through door through hall through kitchen wall into kitchen through floor through room through door through hall through wall through wall through wall through floor into living area into bedroom into hall through wall through room through door through hall through wall into screaming children through wall into ellipsis...

                                                           Swans are my 
  object ball and smoke all knocked. 
pity the snake in the advert.                Fear the swans
                                                           In the dark 
 where the sun doesn't shit                  Scratch that 
shine                                                   Scratch that too 
till it bleeds                                         & itch me a rivet an eye will blink
& no sun comes to rescue itch in this place,
& swans are torn against the jagged dark,
& no light beats upon buttons             & itch says
tactics are failing                                 Strategies welcome
next to a fluted cup of spare change.
no word, day after day.
full of trigger itch                                I thought that because 
.... upon the power of their anger or fear or in some instances, hatred. ...

this poem is not over                           But was found like this
begetting scratch                                 Bloody feathers.
the act in actuality
if you speak swan.
                                                                         (The button

                                      (You push it                                    (Scratch that

                                                            (If you prefer 

broken beyond repair.

    We didn't even try                            Being the saddest new thing
   said. old as well.
now resaid.                                          What little happinesses
  externalization of loss                        Nothing in it held the color out
 noise as swans                                    Little bubba looks under
the blanket at the net.                           Chain links between 
        & the swans, bloodied against it, lined up too, in chains.
                                                            Neuro-noir     
                                                            Incomplete nonlocal realism of a temporal truce and ceasing of hopes in favor of the actual days but feeling nonetheless the way a tear swans down the cheek laying waste to tiny soldiers in the wall somehow and there is ash on the floor and time has changed and each step running down flights of stairs and pushing buttons on the way to be an itch crashes through the wall of breath which fills all the space like a foam and we're coerced not to notice cynic with void 

likewise the                                         Performance of take this seriously please
   but the bubba                                   Mid-sized, exchangable, unimportant
                                                           Says no
                                                           There is great disorder under heaven
                                                           The situation is excellent


                                                           Swan as the destructive achiever
        veridical unhinger. Tired            Now 
too                                                      For the finale and all its flakes of skin
                                                           Each a brain cell
& stayed at the party late.                   Turn in the platelets where there like air is 
scratched
   the gist of the dialogue.                   Everything is keeping up on
period.                                                Sound from the interrogation room
  sneaking off the toilet                       What it reads as a white line.
                                                           Stranded in body, like
                                                           A swan on rollerblades
                                                          Wants to avoid the labor if at all possible
                                                           & whatever questions about the meat
                                                           & whatever aspic it floats in
                                                           Pace foam earlier. Punctuate

           fevered                                     Itch, this, is
your swan          now                          On scratch, go
balm the itch.
                                                            A swan in sheep persona.
pushing buttons up the hill                  Both ways.
buttoning the final note 
to a pillow the size of a military base designed 
something like an                                 Imaginary swiss cheese 
but with many radiating buttons 
bearing the                                           Swan 
coat of arms and somebody wrote 'push' next to one of them in cream 
and from here you can see where the broadcast ends. 
                                                             But the note just drags on in the hole of 
festered overfuzz                                  The other bubba denounces complicit-ly 
but mostly                                             It just drags and drags and drags out the ending dragging off the posture of dragging through the gouging where some one skin become leather is yielding like dry rot but underneath fleshy pale pockets then 
ooze                                                      Blood like lyrics on a karaoke machine 
and they're dragging buttons to the cliff edge like an animated tragedy without sales pitch in a culture that values such things
                                                              Can you imagine
                                                              It is a burning sensation that does not 
they're out there                                     Stop sign well with others.
hiding behind pillows
    waiting to snipe

shell shock push shock swan shock push tock push button to push through walls push button swan in a shell shock push push button push scratch scratch button scratch scratch 
                                                              The last damned swan song seen 
on the corner                                          By Dekalb Industrial and die Große Bleiche
                                                              Bloody paper taken off the flesh 
embrace the dirt 
and never moisturize again                    Taped by the medics
 for dumped in a ditch doused with lemon, reads;

                                              Dear Itch, 
                                 I've scratched you far (from) too much, 
                                                                  Love Swans














7.13.2010

_Fear & Swans Itch_ [ 23 ] by John Lowther

[AUDIO]


Natürlich feeling dank

Cool shrank sound of angry bird bottles into bins

hover

Echo ankle pops some garbage

echt

A sneak of Swans all capped itch

Smoke melodies porched air

Nothing to drink &

Thirsty

browsing endless piles of time

A dime up in oh ha

Conceptually based encyclopedias of many &

Grains to count

Nails to pound in a stump for toothache

A scratch called push my buttons

Push push push (push push push push push

push push push push push

push push push push push)

But what if the soldiers were very small rats

These walls are my head, said the swan

Swans itch for the headroom

Leveraged to save balm

Blood under fingernail

(ah) ah…

Why you gotta go turning the scratch around?




7.10.2010

_Fear & Swans Itch_ [ 22 ] by John Lowther

[AUDIO]


I try to keep my shit plugged in

If the translation is right, a push button

In the ear of a swan

Speaks muffled shards

Sings it puts the lotion on its skin

Or else it gets the hose again. Eliminates

Bats with baby faces. To learn is to eliminate.

Where is your data? Give me some

Scratch I can put in the computer.

Not your soliloquies of itch,

Com­plex social assemblages of war,

& virally like that. Simile's not up to it.

A pathway through the hard shells

Zoo howitzer - of these dwellings, &

Seeks prey. Itch on a tiny island

Circling swarm of swans, finding luring

Toward that crypto night

Fans out a window, shaft is vined,

No echoed instep hard fragging.

Swans can't scratch it for itch. Big

Bubba says Shit or go blind. Itch

Bane written on yellowed label

That dissolves under the sweat of a palm

Racing through the rubble, against

What will eat you whole, breaking

Canister with shoulder no tub

To hide in, dust on barrel of gun

Backed up to a swan what circles overhead.




7.06.2010

_Fear & Swans Itch_ [ 21 ] by John Lowther


It's eaten my sources, swan this

Itch that. Eaten. Hoof it blocks

Tired entry and then distinguishing

Between dipshit and douchebag

As I sit the open window that smokes

What could have been an itch bar

Where your drinks are never cleared

& you pay with attitude. Don't touch

Me where I swan with a no fear sticker.

Noir voiceover was a walk here too.

Mastication complex. Nimble toe scratch

& soccer knobs out drunk yelling.

An itch bar called pair of dice

Where now and then, now and then

Pepper spray. The little engine that.

We can learn what we did not know

Enough to forget. On the other hand,

There are also living swans, iron swans,

Real swans which can devour people.

On this we should build our tactical thinking.





7.03.2010

_Fear & Swans Itch_ [ 20 ] by John Lowther

[AUDIO]


You can't make this stuff up.

The last stinging tracing of immediacy

Manages our expectations, through

The clinging. Eighteen hundred hours

Must it walk through the buildings

Negate the streets and grab the stuff

By the Hauptbahnhof. Rub it. Press

It. Don't itch it. Swan scratch fever.

Schmeargeld gnot of a desire for commodities

But of a displacement of the desire to know.

That goes in here somewhere. It

Itches, itch itches it, scratch stands by the button

Sees no opening but god what a morning eyes

Somehow, over the endless dermis of twitching

Swans & yearns

Bones in their bills blood in the water

Swan seizure peaks peeling off sheets of itch

Lighter to open beer bandage later

Itch been up to something

Peeled off

& the adhesive is like a crime scene

Living room made of dust and fear smell

Cowering itches, scratches lying bleeding, thick

Creak of uniforms and the dry snowman's sweat.



6.29.2010

_Fear & Swans Itch_ [ 19 ] by John Lowther

[AUDIO] - JL

[AUDIO] - Impersonation of JL by Stefan Diehl, for Language Harm "Impersonations"



Push button weekend of a Thursday

Commenced, ended as quickly

They chew on cables and hoses from cars

This is the salient public knowledge.

Swan fitfully into a curtained window

There is garbage out and light in

A cold shift of gears in the itchscape

& a kid crying strangely somewhere.

Itches inner child. Drop the dashes among us

Strife the moon, savor labor of what

Screens a false voice, count heel taps.

Oh shit is that an auger, like for the future

An oh shucks in the making, a feint

Toward wondering if the last cigarette is out

Which turns out to have been a smell

Yes, but something else as well

All the places where the dead is just

Lifting off plates of itch, dare scratch

Leers scar but there are no stage directions

After that moment. Push the damned button

Or stifle the consequences, I'm not talking

About this again.




6.26.2010

_Fear & Swans Itch_ [ 18 ] by John Lowther

[AUDIO]


Fully mountable swans of life-sized anxiety

Claw along the access routes. Of course must

But no don't want to. Things left on the radiator

In the season it is off. Distant cars are nearly

Silence. Pits, scars, dead shields over redder

Flesh. Piss take. My filth and final offer. Hop

Skip and a jump from shedding the connected

Documents. Kind enough to let me stretch

Like a baby arm of itch and absolutist

Bon mots. Chop chop. Thesis after thesis

& wiggling margin. But let me look at my notes.

Somewhere a video streams of a model

Weeping at the sarcasm of a judge before

She takes up arms to negate the street.

The hum pierces from the machine of buttons

Push forward like a swan on balm.



6.22.2010

_Fear & Swans Itch_ [ 17 ] by John Lowther



Get, scratch that, got

Nothing from nothing

Quit breaking

Later just more connections, don't

Forget sight lines, they're a-visual

- fades - Translucent

Body, of

Swan

POV is tricky transmitted thusly. Shakes &

Itch me that revolver from the top shelf, push

The culture button, itch's got scratch to swan with.

Of course there

Are flies in here, a need to trim nails and

The next light are sharing conceptual foreground.

Itch doesn't think full bellied sinister laughter

Echoes in the courtyard. Hock the land lines

Port whine. Hix. Producing more.

Where under were the bubbles is now just that callous with a hint of orange.

I could rationalize all of that stuff but what difference would it make?

Chew nails. Bleed spit. Breathing space

At the end of a line that itches. Feather mufting

Swans been itches. Heute. Jetzt.



6.19.2010

_Fear & Swans Itch_ [ 16 ] by John Lowther

[AUDIO]


Tossing each at the wall to stick, swans to balm us

To smithereens, balm the capital the columns the

Whole façade. Rear town went into a skid, the front feels

Grating on my liquorice black drive. Hindquarters has

Been alerted. Theory won't refill the cup.

The Magdeburg Spheres await in rubber stamp.

Pains of twisting in nether lands. The appeal to waiting

& a look of comfort that the analysis is in the future

Hicked up on speed and scratching swans behind cans

Plugging their ears with rice. Wearing the suit but

Cleaning the sludge out of extra hotels in the linen room

Close it, shut sheets out just as soccer chants start out there.

Balm it all and scratch me like you mean it.

6.15.2010

_Fear & Swans Itch_ [ 15 ] by John Lowther

[AUDIO] - JL

[AUDIO] - Impersonation of JL by Johannes Beetz, for Language Harm "Impersonations"



Swan begins with an ultimatum

Itch or scratch. Push button bubbles.

Lose track and will the wants of last

Be wanted morning. Now just

The voice of air, can there be sharp edges

Just took it home to prove something was over

It just stuck and what had been it had a new name

Trash. Derelict swan amongst the cans.

Bullet proof vested interests walking through walls.

Step away from the word and aimlessly

Charge the battery burning as much as you do

Fret this a bit, you slept through the attacks.

Burning nostalgia at both ends

To reduce stimulus to zero, no, rather

Playing lost object with one's sense of agency.




6.12.2010

_Fear & Swans Itch_ [ 14 ] by John Lowther


Well, it aint editing whatever else it is. More like

Quartering a chicken. Do organs comes sealed in

Plastic bags, just waiting to be piped in. I am aint got

A brother gonna pay the rent. An only swan with

An itch on inches from the device, bent pistol

Horny flowers, statements and canvassing of the

Nearby windows. The problem of undead personality

Has been insufficiently considered. The bumps were

Awake earlier, sending out zig zag lines like comic book

Electricity but now they have calmed and accepted

That carpet balming will not save them.

Bathing in brown water hair a crust for later, electrical grating

From some industry of solo means. I can get

Back to this, I should tell it. Last tomorrows

& first yesterdays is like a bar in a movie, but mute swans

Is what becomes the setting so the name can be

Comfortably forgotten, a room to find the action.

6.08.2010

_Fear & Swans Itch_ [ 13 ] by John Lowther


So there is at least one more. The one more doctrine.

Someone buzzed but no one wants to answer.

Those beefs dealing steroids are laughing again

Like a surprise owl in daylight threatening to rain.

I have to leave it but I want to drink the scratches of it

As I bang this line, they sound so unquenching.

Hard, like caked-on swan, scratch lines through them

To the plate below. No more threats and thunder

Variety pool grinds to a halt in a dither of indecision.

I didn't ask to be this way. I don't know what I want.

The sky says take that, just says it it doesn't cry it

Doesn't care enough for that.

6.05.2010

_Fear & Swans Itch_ [ 12 ] by John Lowther

[AUDIO]


Is this enough for you fuckers? I slave and slave

I knowledge at you and what do I get? Rhyme

Stratagems and laugh tracks repurposed from

The former day day air. Salvage the mountain

Was a nice idea but the mountain is just broke

All the king's horsepower and all the king's gin.

Read over yourself, suck it up. Lose your subject

In the colors evoked, the oversaturation and leaves

fallen or taken with reality t.v. Stream on

Tender whittle woogies, doopy-do is itched you

& will remind ya at for whoms as they emerge

Cuz shit can get complicated real fast and I'm

Not gonna just stand there and blurb

Itch been a busy feather mucker.

6.01.2010

_Fear & Swans Itch_ [ 11 ] by John Lowther


Is this enough for you fuckers? I slave and slave

I knowledge at you and what do I get? Rhyme

Stratagems and laugh tracks repurposed from

The former day day air. Salvage the mountain

Was a nice idea but the mountain is just broke

All the king's horsepower and all the king's gin.

Read over yourself, suck it up. Lose your subject

In the colors evoked, the oversaturation and leaves

fallen or taken with reality t.v. Stream on

Tender whittle woogies, doopy-do is itched you

& will remind ya at for whoms as they emerge

Cuz shit can get complicated real fast and I'm

Not gonna just stand there and blurb

Itch been a busy feather mucker.

5.29.2010

_Fear & Swans Itch_ [ 10 ] by John Lowther

[AUDIO]


That taught scratch to look for that itch in

Other people. The fear of being forgotten

May outweigh the fear of swans with push

Buttons. Bloopers. Teaching you the fear

Lop off an armpit but shit the armpits are

Working. Let's not get rash. Funny - yeah right

Or funny -fuck you? Itch been the ugly duckling.

Concertinas on the mall. Blandishments

Go in here someplace. How many balms

Will it take? Plastic crows to scare the

Pigeons straight making napalm from

Frozen orange juice concentrate to cheer

The censors. Powder in the shape of

A wet spot on finger tip makes bitter on

Swan tongue. Plastic swans to scare

The junkies back into grad school, citing

Scratch on the eightball, that and infinite regress.

5.25.2010

_Fear & Swans Itch_ [ 9 ] by John Lowther


Cygnophobia

Reap the con.

So long as one

Remains a monk, one

Goes on tolling

The bell. Which

Brings us to this,

Seasons of the itch

On swan TV streamed

To loophole law.

Ask me later, ask me all in

Surgical stripes and paper

Machetes while we

Storm the printer's - out in their

Streets a multitude

Flowers boom. Swan

Neck deformity - a

Comprehensive over loom

For it is common

Knowledge, that evil

Queens fear swans. &

Rubbing the poor

Itch of your opinion

makes your all scab.

5.22.2010

_Fear & Swans Itch_ [ 8 ] by John Lowther


That I wanted to kiss him, in the

Long tunnel toilet waiting for my line, they said

But I don't think so. Through with little

Goldfish games. A queue of swans in the dim.

Itch's feather, sewed into poet's pillow, will ensure.

Flower essence tubes crackling like pigs

Salted in their afterlife, tasty in the wound.

When the breeze, bend the breeze. Not

For nothing I brought yes here. Say ja with me.

Caress car crashes less its a pedestrian

Stadt. Who gets angry at the sunshine, swans

Can. Swans, a can and itching them

Remembered me a dream of Ayran

An unsweet yogurt beverage

& some show streamable

& cheating swan glasses on

Scratch that. And you thought fishing

Was boring and dumb. Peel off your hands

Again and again and balm the hind parts.

What umbrage means.