The History of It (now with Audio)

[AUDIO]

so equally stuck, struck imagining passed the wound

so is beyond the horizon still, does it pulse

so scar as horizon is horizon and nothing above

so a situation where you ought not confuse past and passed, or

so rather this is one where you must confuse them al-

so subterfuge them

so it was about the time "meh" entered the language, if not just

so then at least 

so so, chronologically, and

so face got other play, this is the way they tell it

so post hoc squared, viral on the order of a sneak peak, tube steak

so was the moral arm twisted, by face

so splat and finito

so to begin without tuning up all the organ voices 

so taut and

so languid

so antisocial with green magnum and red bag down in the mine

so plotted against all of futurity until tomorrow al-

so forgetting something but it's nothing can be said

so broken, ultimately

so to continue to begin to begin

so as to clog one for the stepped on subject's substance and

so on and 

so forth, get up, stand straight, act like you

so believe the lines threaded through it all as they

so believe for you already in

so far as this is all to put the shit back in the mule, smuggle cross border

so sisyphean, opening shift at the institution, why I miss pollution 

so the curb has an edge useful for scraping

so this is where everyone takes their breaks

so purgatory is really more of a transit zone, which is why Dante took a cab 

so charting a course to subtract it from all but itself 

so ambitious, pointless and petty

so hope from agency while managing bitterness with tox, al-

so grinding fantasy passed all connection, kissy kiss impossible

so to read misery as calling, vocation

so irony martyrs itself

so this is funny, at first, let's get this party started etc

so after awhile the irony really sets in, raise your hands in the air and 

so on, and

so we get used to that too

so everyone throws their coats on the bed

so then it, not the bed, becomes flat and blandly intractable

so like a stone you always use crossing the stream

so finally we arrive at paradox having cut out the eyes

so they could see it anew al-

so begin again to begin to make jokes, jokes 

so cutting into the kiss of the new, jutting cokes

so like wind can cut when cool enough

so beauty in the latest is simply

so that death remains viable, ever the floating word

so are you advertised at

so balloon-like, or blimp-like, and dropping pamphlets

so read through those and tell me how touched you are

so moving 

so engaging, poignant, evocative 

so say nothing about the 1000 things that went wrong at every turn

so say nothing about the lines being cut

so bloodthirsty

so "one by one" as with finality

so like the can is empty, noises from the outer orifice

so yesterday's coffee microwaved for 1:11 on high

so playing ball with the dead master

so Monday every Monday every day

so like passing a stone, another, a quick fluid rush of them

so dark circular but rough sooty at its edges

so what maintains, granting access to dark body

so interiorized, stupifying, felt sense of ugh 

so easy to feel like you are all alone

so odd noted nexus where it was drained

so magic, basically and unrepeatable, so get ready for suspicion

so doubt everything then redoubt it, generalize dysphoria

so outside us all, like a warmer patch in the ocean

so not what anyone is looking for 

so why topical and 

so why topical is a stupid question al-

so impossible to avoid

so why now, etc, trouble long systematic with the packaging claims

so their outer breaking edge was reached, in principle

so back at ground zero flesh sings anew

so the dialectic or evolution or an array of events or pick your paradigm

so what then, to make books of it will make anything about it livable

so that would be the assumption, yes to everything out your window

so I do this, I do that but where that mark, a slash itself and 

so already a split, is a pretense of the lines already threaded through

so to simple the gross of the manifold, see cracks following lines or crossing them

so leave aside, as unknown unknown where else the cracks run

so only and 

so precisely, infinite

so dissolved in a translucent tint 

so how's that working out for you, fine, mite, mote for decline

so happenstance that chance was chanced

so a roll of the dice will or will not

so no counting on dice, fingers and toes will do

so groundlessly in the antifoundationalist sense, but with muddy shoes

so like the falling of rain on a dry dirt patch

so the day ends with the decade and a news program

so this is a present we all give to ourselves

so very lost 

so who has the back to bear it up hill both ways

so where then are my presents, what bought this body for me

so hampered by words at all stupid crying day

so face like a palimpsest, can still read the list of shit not to forget

so auger of things to come, convenience store for the forgotten

so forlorn in the snacks, too far gone for pork rinds

so jagged with deep choking breaths 

so far from the river, al-

so uncertain which 

so better not buy either, go home with nothing

so which river

so not authorized and 

so insufficient funds and who knew you'd run into that guy again

so you're worried about it meaning nothing at all

so accidents never happen 

so reckless driving is a symptom al-

so subterfuge  

so a pattern has revealed itself

so there will never be a final answer

so how can we (not) keep asking

so why (not) grow through a summer and get back on the horse later

so a fucking buck fifty for the air pump at the gas station

so come out come out whatever you are

so re-remembering how to read a bike

so seeing the end in sight

so the bag dwindles and 

so the muse, the lids

so the whole closed

so the ceiling is the sky and these scenarios are too enclosed

so end I the nexus

so the vinegar-like stench of unwashed crotch is now a plug-in

so failure too is, remember to moisturize

so thoroughly like waking up for the last day of your life and knowing it

so sweat the ceiling, tiny spider erratic path

so curl against the single cell anomaly 

so just the right mascara is a blink, tangle

so I was starving and began to eat my jeans, taking one bite after another

so what do you dream of then and why so defensive

so maybe meaning neutral

so maybe meaning you fucked up and are stuck again with a

so so stabilization where too much of the dark is ever-ascendent 

so drudgery and the like

so wait, earlier when beginning had begun and we've not gotten anywhere, I...

so you smell that too

so thought it is coming from over there, where something is groaning

so code and self'd up with a suede-like nap to it

so happy to look into mirrors looking at mirrors looking at mirrors

so long as they're blind

so back when friends were friends, men was man

so then was than, or rather

so believing in chameleons now that the fix is out

so tearing up while waiting to be controlled

so these names bind us to the pole

so you know where to go for nothing much 

so yes this would be the bleeding edge, if the edge were flesh

so beyond the turning back point

so basically why the Illuminati killed Michael Jackson, and

so under a sway commonly called "generalized" and

so much more like vision in that there is no instant replay

so against at all times, pressing up and doubting every

so -n- 

so not magical, even as none can bear that adoration

so kill them all and let dogs sort them out

so the dead again wear this 

so the sand, plague notes for the well to plug brass for the masks they wore      

so swelling music is distantly heard, you should hum along

so while you're all humming, and while the mood is right

so the ending of the beginning of the beginning has begun and won't soon quit

so nothing is what it has all meant

so no thing is subbed for the monster

so download an ebook for forty bucks and sixty nine cents to teach you how to

so the answer has no question preceding it 

so the options recede

so la la la, and oh oh oh, and passing uncomfortable looks 

so arbitration was not possible, mediation a dream

so there is nothing to do but join the fan site in

so far as everything hopeful is happening elsewhere

so that here boredom can soak up all the brainwaves

so that all thoughts recur

so it's a sort of small town bubble effect, something like that, al-

so nothing like that at all

so where are we anymore, are we still mired in the device

so nothing requiring plugs or batteries non-organic

so sick of it all anyway

so that is why people stare at you in small towns

so underwhelming when you get right down to it

so a link was shared and water caused the glass to sweat

so this is what time is like mediated

so like a smoke-filled room, you share it there and I here

so do we hymn togetherness together

so as not to speak of our addictions

so speaking has a time within which too soon is a space to be occupied

so as far along as can be desired, minus that last step

so who was chasing the knife al-

so the apparent motivation was an admiral, three boats in a tub

so yes, our best guess remains some kind of disco